I want what I cannot have. I knew I cldn't have it, but I went ahead and found a substitute to pacify the want. And now I have woken up a bigger monster. Weak to resist, slave to my want. Shoulda. Coulda. Woulda. Can't take it back, can't rewind. Knew I shouldn't have, but went ahead all the same; a selfish decision. I take responsibility even though u're oblivious to the situation; I am haunted by it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Argghh!!!
9 comments:
hmmm... at least you know what it is you want.. and what is wrong with the substitute.... can you find the will power to change it?
It starts with a single step...
Goodluck..
this is vague...
too many scenarios fit it so be specific!
lol, i hope it's nothing bad
even the fallen rise again,as Bagucci said..it starts with a single step, hope ur good luv
Taking responsibility is a start :)
i hope you are good hun?
Omo this one left me dazed o! lol. I hope ur ok sha?
Guilt trip for what you can't have?
I say "celebrate lust!! Just leave the guilt behind"
Nice blog.
love your blog. just thought i should leave my footprint. :)
my dear, dont beat urself too much- at least u've acknowledged that u shldnt have gone down that route in the first place. U're on the right track........
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