Thursday, October 8, 2009

Fallen...

I want what I cannot have. I knew I cldn't have it, but I went ahead and found a substitute to pacify the want. And now I have woken up a bigger monster. Weak to resist, slave to my want. Shoulda. Coulda. Woulda. Can't take it back, can't rewind. Knew I shouldn't have, but went ahead all the same; a selfish decision. I take responsibility even though u're oblivious to the situation; I am haunted by it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Argghh!!!

9 comments:

akaBagucci said...

hmmm... at least you know what it is you want.. and what is wrong with the substitute.... can you find the will power to change it?

It starts with a single step...

Goodluck..

David.фаворит Бога номер-один said...

this is vague...
too many scenarios fit it so be specific!
lol, i hope it's nothing bad

jhazmyn said...

even the fallen rise again,as Bagucci said..it starts with a single step, hope ur good luv

blogoratti said...

Taking responsibility is a start :)

leggy said...

i hope you are good hun?

Sugarking said...

Omo this one left me dazed o! lol. I hope ur ok sha?

Enoch said...

Guilt trip for what you can't have?

I say "celebrate lust!! Just leave the guilt behind"

Nice blog.

Sunensi Designs said...

love your blog. just thought i should leave my footprint. :)

Tigeress said...

my dear, dont beat urself too much- at least u've acknowledged that u shldnt have gone down that route in the first place. U're on the right track........